Here I go again. Facing my old demon. Dark episode from 2005 to 2011. But this time I can’t asking help from friends. I’ve gotta do it alone. This awful feeling. The feeling that I’ve been avoiding for so long. But this is my choice. I can’t let my family down again. I can’t let myself down again. Let’s see 360 days from now how good I could be. The game is on, baby! This is me embracing manhaj ahli seni wa desain, for the second time. Bismillah 30S2020.